Back in Melb

Okay, so it seems rather obvious that I’ve neglected my blog for a whole month. BUT I have a valid reason to do so…HOLIDAYS!!!!

This past month, I had been actively participating in my holidays that I couldn’t find any time at all to blog. Though it has only been a couple of months being away from Malaysia but yet, it felt like ages. I guess I am spoilt in some ways. Though I don’t like to think it that way. Hehe. Well, I’m not gonna update bout my Malaysia trip since it is pretty much updated in my FB account. =)

Let me update bout my last 2 weeks, back here in Melbourne. It had been hectic all right. Initially, I was expecting dull hours passing by and all. But I ended up finding myself setting the alarm clock for the next day and the next and all the subsequent ones till today!! What kind of holiday requires you to set alarm clocks!! And not to mention, I am still pretty much jet lagging. Maybe due to the fact that I am still very much attached to Malaysian timing. For god sake, my buddies only online at night! Which is already midnight over here but unfortunately, that fact seems to slip pass their consciousness. Hehe. Nevertheless, I’m glad to keep in contact with them. (have to say this or else my head will no longer be on my neck…)

So, what was I so busy about? Most of the time, I was frantically finding a house. Yes, I am indeed in an ABSOLUTELY undeniably horribly desperate mood to find a house. 2 rooms actually; one for me and another for Hani. Reason so, the rooms we are staying now is very bloody f*cking expensive. To even think that I’m currently paying $892 a month for a room as such when I can probably get it $500 outside, is itself alone a nightmare. So, do you not think I am better off outside? Now, it might sounds easy to look for a room. (even my buddy Jean said so) But trust me, it is most definitely NOT. Most of the houses are packed with 7 rooms! They are not big houses as well, only small one floor one which is in fact smaller than my house in Malaysia. As if not crazy enough, there are only 2 toilets available AND it is really tiny. And the house!! Government should forbid such houses to even be charged any rent at all! Dark, gloomy, weird smell and easily pass for any ‘haunted’ audition should they be such a test. Most of all there are mixed genders, which myself am pretty uncomfortable about. I can barely imagine if the other guys uses the same toilet as I do and God knows what they do inside AND what if they install a hidden camera?! Well, that might be an extremist thinking but I would seriously find somewhere that I can claim as home and not dread to go back.

Other stuffs that kept me busy are society’s work (getting worse each day with the politics), volunteer work as a tutor (which by the way made me ashamed of myself for forgetting Form 2 Maths.. utterly humiliating), groceries, reading some books to make sure my reading skills don’t go rusty (currently in Harry Potter world) and some catching up with Tika, Marcela, David, Freddy and etc. life.

Oh yeah, I’ve also applied for this position in Uni which offer really good remunerations and since I do ADORES being in Uni all the time (the so-call ambience gave me much needed strength..LOL!) I seriously think I NEED this job, mind you it is not “want” alright, it is purely a NEED!! You still can live if you don’t have something you want, but you’ll die if you don’t satisfy your need. So, do pray for me whichever religion you are from. I shall be really grateful for your prayers which might contribute a little more in the tiny lucks I have.

♥

ps: never thought it might be possible to fall deeper in love with you, honey