Period

3 years 8 months 21 days

Sometimes when someone belongs to you, even when that particular person is not close most of the time, you’ll still feel an intimacy. Its like an invisible bond that drew both of you together, making you feel that you are not alone. Ironic isn’t it? The truth is, all we need is just a sense of belongings. Personally, I don’t know whether there is still love that ties both people together. It started with all the love you can find but as time goes by, obligation and habit somehow took place.

For me, all I know is, when I lost that particular person, something in me went together. I never knew I would felt that way. And all of a sudden, I just felt so.. alone. The absurdity is, that person had been physically absent for a very long time already. Hence, I WAS alone most of the time, other than accompanied by a worthy bunch of friends and families. Just one word and things change. It was the first time I ever felt such way. And I couldn’t stop wondering if I made the right decision. I busied myself, and yet these thoughts just popped out. Finally, I knew, this time is for real. It is the ending of us. And, that’s just it.

~22^nd April 2009~

“ Hoping that my phone would ring and I could just hear your voice one last time ”

“Hoping that you would suddenly turn out and I could just hug you one last time”

“ Hoping that time would stop and we were back to the good ol’days one last time “