Pre-departure trauma?

It is bloody early now, as in really really early. For God sake, its 6.15 am! And I had woken up since 5.30 am, when outside is still all dark and chilly. Reason so? I was having this weird dream and when I woke up, it still feels like I am floating in the dreamland. LOL.

Anyway, I made a list of motivational thoughts for Australia while I was rolling on bed before deciding to blog about it.

Here goes! .... I am sure that:

1. I will definitely cry in the airport bidding farewell to my family and friends. Just hope that I will cry beautifully. *as if...*

2. My mom will interrogate me during the 8 hours flight to Melbourne. *HELP!!*

3. I will be horribly damn cold there despite the thick clothing that Jie gave me. Hopefully the love I held tight in the heart would keep me warm. *Awwww~~*

4. Second of July will be a busy day for me. Need to run around from registration to opening a bank account. Thankfully, Mom is there. I love Mommy!!

5. I will buy a lot of things on my first week there which also indicates a high cash flow out. Sob sob... Blessings to my Dad for working hard. *Hope he works even harder while missing me and sends me more money.. LOL! I love Daddy too~*

6. Cleaning up my room and unpacking would be FUN!

7. Adapting will be hard at first and I will make sure I get through it asap. *fingers-crossed*

8. I will miss Malaysian food and home cook food almost like a zombie. * is there any delivery for Po Po’s cooking? URGENT!*

9. Above all, I will obviously, undeniably, definitely, inconvertibly, penetratingly, BLOODY miss my home + family + friend f**king uncontrollably much...*being emotional ed..*

“Hope time does not change the feelings we shared”